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hmm...   
01:43pm 08/06/2004
 
mood: bored...
music: afi bleed black
AHH...well...hm...how can I put this...THE WORLD IS ENDING...well my world anyway...which is really cool you have the skate park over there with the little thingys on it and hten you have icecream world...my personal favorite..then you have moes house and then my house and then taft...well anyway...one the right there is my sisters world...which...is dead...and down in hell is korrey pedico!!!!! and sense this is a live journal for everyones eyes...i can not say why he is in hell...BUT JOANNA IS DEAD BECASUE OF HIM!!! not realy but yeah...her life in her world anyway...AND MY MOM PUT LETTACE AND MAYO ON MY CHEESE BURGER!!!!I HATE LETTACE AND MAYO...anyway i am never oging to talk to korrey ever again...he is satans child...anyway...if anyone ims me asking about it...it depends on who you are and where you live...like...europe is fine...and canada...and if you dont knwo my sister...then you are in...but ok...and my "arch enemy" is no longer my "arch enemy"...ok well nayway i dont know if i can eat this burger...it has lettace...adn mayo...let me taste it...and it is delicious!!!!! ok i am not mad at my mom anymore...well hmm...is there anything else to but one this..intry thingy...oh yea...TIGER ARMY RULE!!! hmm that is all i can think of...later...tards...ha you didnt see that one coming now did you?		  
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Me?...I am very happy   
06:01pm 07/06/2004
 
mood: happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
music: tiger army moonlight
Yes, yes you might be asking yourself..."How can she be happy?...she broke up with her boyfriend that she still likes...she is a loser...she has no life...?" Well I jsut got back together with taylor...I cant stand not being with him...I miss him to much...I called his house and yeah well he went to galvisten with kolby and yeah I called kolbys cell phone 18 times because I wanted to tell taylor that I still loved him and well yeah when he got back he called me and was like..."did you call me?" and I made an excuse and said "yeah...I was really bored" and well yeah then it took me a while to tell him that I still loved him and when I did he said that he still loves me too and then I said that it is hard to love him and not go out with him and then well yeah he goes do you want to go out and of course I said yes and well yeah I was like " I dont even no why I broke up with you...I love you so much..." and well yeah so yeah we are reunited...and yeah when I was on the phone with him he got a beep and when he got back to me he was like " god krystal is calling me even more and more now" that is when we wernt going out...but yeah...I am so happy...later...and yes yall are still losers.		  
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Alot has happened.   
09:48pm 06/06/2004
 
mood: weird
music: blindeyes
Yeah...Marianna got to see nick...{her lost soul mate} and yeah they havnt seen each other in about...9 mouths and yeah well yeah and they saw each other today and yeah i am not there so i cant really say what is happening...and yeah i am going to ask taylor back out because yeah i miss him to much...and yeah korey and joanna broke up. and yeah i feel really bad. but yeah they are still friends. and yeah something happened to me that i am not going to say but yeah i hate it...and eyah well yeah i am going to go to bed but yeah i am really egar to see waht is happening with marianna and nick. well later........losers.		  
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feeling really bad   
12:03pm 04/06/2004
 
mood: sad/lonely/mad
music: yellowcard onlyone
I feel really bad. I am lonely and I miss Taylor. And yeah I am a loser. But ok yeah i stayed up all night last night watching an infomercil because i was sad and couldnt go to sleep. and i dont know why i miss taylor so much. i broke up with him...how can i miss him...oh well i think that i will get over it. but yeah i still want to be his friend because he is a realy good friend. and i stil want to be his friend. and yeah. so yeah i am a lonely loser...and no life i have. well yeah there is really nothing to say... oh yeah and dennis doesnt like me. and well yeah i miss taylor. ok well later losers.		  
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really nothing   
03:41pm 03/06/2004
 
mood: loser
music: afi the dispair factor
Hmm, ok Yeah nothing is going on but yeah my mom said that if I clean my sisters room then I can get on the phone...and I did and then she said that I have to clean the bathroom and she just craped in it so I was suffercaiting...and then I had to clean the living room because I have a "bad attitude because I was doing a bad job on purpose". And i was trying...and she gets me introuble for nouthing...and then yeah...so yeah I have to stay home all the time...for no reason. and joanna [my sister] gets to go everywere. and then my mom says that my bones will roit of i dont start moving...places...and i dont really care. but yeah my bones wouldn't be roiting if I would have school because there would be P.E and all. but noooooo school is for satans children. so yeah I am stuck at home all hte time which causes me to have no life. so yeah my mom is the reason that i have no life...even though I do...secretly...so yeah...I am a smart cookie...even though I have a second grade education...but I can make up for it. But yeah...so yeah I am going to have "no life" somewhere else...or still here but I am just ending the intry...later losers.		  
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figured   
03:40pm 02/06/2004
 
mood: sad/mad/wanting to kill
Well I thought that I like someone...but yeah I barely even know the person so how...how can I like him. That is my conclusion. Marianna keeps on telling me that I do when I don't. All I really want to say to her is "Shutup and stop telling me who I like.". Every guy that I know likes marianna. And Every guy that I had a crush on, {for a short period of time} liked marianna. It made me mad...and sad...but I got over it when I realized...that I am a loser and losers arent liked. Expatioly when you have a friend that is not a loser. And you just broke up with someone that you liked at first but not really now and you feel like you have hte advitage...but really...you are a loser. I am who I am...and people...don't like me...I am exactly like marianna...chraistics and everything...but the only differents is...SHE HAS B's AND i HAVE A's. And that she has an ass. And I don't. And that is what makes me mad. The guys only like the outer people. When the two people are just the same. Well anough of me just wollowing. later.		  
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I am so heartless.   
07:48pm 31/05/2004
 
mood: sad/HAPPY!
music: the cure pictures of you
"hey Taylor...um we need to talk...I really liked you in the beginning but...I dont feel the same." That is how it started. Well you see Mairna has been getting annoyed by taylor and kolby but I didnt see it because I was not with them 24-7 at school like marinna was. But I invited them to a church thing and then moe went some where in like the pastors house or something and yeah so I was alone with them for atleast...50 days!!!! well that is what it felt like. And well yeah when moe got back I was like..."I SEE IT NOW MY EYES WERE CRUSTED SHUT AND NOW....THERE OPEN!!!!!" and so yeah they were really anoyying so yeah I broke up with taylor...it wasnt that easy. I cept on calling him and then hanging up because I couldnt do it. and then one time when I called him I just said it...and after I did he was silent for about 10 seconds and then he hung up and then yeah about 30 minutes later he and kolby cept on calling me back but I didnt have enough corage to answer. So yeah I havnt talked to him sense. But yeah I like being single. I am free adn yeah I can go out whoever wants to go out with me too. lol. but yeah I figured out today that I liked denis and yeah I also figured out today that helikes me too but I havent talked to him so yeah nothing has happened. but yeah I spent the night with marianna last night. And yeah we were talking to arron and yeah we were also talking to weston...elisas boyfriend and she is weird with him talking ot other girls soyeah we just said that it was melony. but yeah he called adn said, "if you were looking at your house from teh street with side would your room be on?" and marianna said," the left" and then he said " is your window purple?" and then marianna said "are you stalking me..." and then yeah the dogs started barking and it was funny. and yeah so I am thinking about going out with denis. My sister was like " you just broke taylors heart and you are goign ot go out with someone else the nexted day!" haha it was funny. but yeah i am going to try to call denis...AND BRENNY-BOO JUST GOT SAVED....I AM SO HAPPY! ok well yeah later.		  
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today.   
10:17pm 29/05/2004
 
mood: mad/sad/lonely
music: afi
Well today...well at first I went to moes then we went to go sell adds for her dfd thing and then we when home and then we went walking again...and then we got introuble for coming in late...at then I had to come home...and then my mom tried to bribe to not be mad at her anymore with some icecream but I didnt eat it and then yeah now I am here...and I am sad because taylor kept on trying to call me but I had to go everysingle time and now I am trying to call him and he is not answering and I really want to talk to him to tell him all my proplems!!!!!!! Ok I am done. later.		  
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Marianna   
01:54pm 28/05/2004
 
mood: blank
music: yellowcard only one
Well this whole journal intry is going to be about Marianna and her problems. Well her boyfriend cade...well let me start anouther way. Well Cades friends Jojo and Dennis...well we saw them at church and well yeah. And as we were talking Marianna asked Jojo if cade was going out with anoyyone because there has been a rumor that he was cheating on her and they said no not that I know of. And then marianna said that she was going out with him and then a few minutes later dennis said that cade had anouther girl friend and yeah so she was going to break up wiht cade and then dennis asked marianna out and then she said "Yes" and then she got a hold of cade and well yeah he didn't have anouther girl friend so she had to brake up with dennis and then dennis sounded like he was crying on the phone and me and moe feel really bad. And then me and moe were talking to Jojo all night and yeah. Well yeah and dennis is moving to colarodos. I dont know how to spell it. Oh well yeah well
I forgot everything else. But yeah everything is fine with me and Taylor.
Well later.		  
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yesterday   
04:33pm 25/05/2004
 
music: the vines maryjane
Well yesterday I went to the baseballpark with Marianna and well yeah we went the there and then I had some suger and I was really hiper so I stole this guys bike and then started to ride around him in circles going "lalala" so yeah. And then when I was going in circles this guy in a white truck when flying by and then this police car when after him and yeah then they caught him and yeah he almost hit us so yeah that was funny. And then I had to give the guys bike back. I was very emotionaly atached to that bike. Oh well I got over it.		  
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Church Day   
07:51pm 23/05/2004
 
mood: tired
music: beautiful mistake
Acacia came over last night and then we eat ice cream and then I woke up to go to church. Then we got to church and then we got to the sound thing to late and then everyone already had the postions so me and Moe sat through the service. Then whole time we were writeing notes. Then we went to the mall and yeah the whole time we were just walking around. And guess how was there...Krystal. And this time Taylor could not stop me. But she didn't start anything. So yeah then me and Moe went to our stub and threw Jouinur Mints at the rode and waited for people to run over them. Then when we were sitting there this really annoying ugly 17 year old was hitting on me and when we told him that we were both dating someone he walked away but walked back and talked to us. Then he was really getting on my nerves. He said he liked my eyes. And the weird thing was was that...he was hitting on me not Marianna. And usully the guys just hit on her but they have been hitting on me lately. Not like I care. [YES!] Anyway yeah then Marianna and Stephanja came over, but then they had to go home because they forgot to ask there mom so yeah they are punished. But yeah then that leads me to were I am right now. No where. Ok well that was my day. Later.		  
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A long time ago came back to life.   
08:51pm 22/05/2004
 
mood: guilty
music: blindside pitiful
Me and Moe went into my shed a long time ago and wrote some stuff with pernimite marker. And then my mom found it. And now I am in trouble. But I need it, it was some really bad stuff. And I am really sorry. But yeah I am grounded for a while. Ok well yeah other then that Austin my little nefew went to louisiana with his dad. Thank God. And yeah Joey came over again. And yeah. So yeah. Mariannas's drum recitial was today and yeah she didn't goand neither did I because I am grounded. But yeah other then that nothing has happened. Oh yeah and my moms office is done. So now if the inprector approves my room then they will finish building it. Well I am going to watch tv. Later. Oh yeah and Mariannas live journal is buitifuletdown. Look at it, it gives a different story to everything that I say. Well later.		  
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today   
11:20pm 21/05/2004
 
mood: sad
music: lostprophets
Ok well yeah umm...nothing really happened today...I went to the mall and got some socks and then I saw Shrek 2 and it was pretty good. "Its a thong!". lol. Anyway yeah and then I went to baseball game and Krystal was there...hehehe...But I didn't get to beat her up because of the same reason that I didn't last time at the fair. Taylor was still her friend. Marianna said that he has been acting "bhisopy" because he didn't let me get her bloody. Krystal called me a bitch while me and Taylor walked by her...I didn't hear her but Marianna did and then I really wanted to get her. But yeah I like Taylor better. Anyway yeah my couson is spending the night...agian. He is ok. He is kinda anoyying though. But then yeah I got to go to Marianna's, so yeah I don't have to deal with him. Well anyway yeah I was in the tree with Taylor trying to get down so I could beat Krystal up and then we were looking at eachother. I really wanted to kiss him but I felt like I was being stalked by someone so I didn't. I didn't even get to kiss him goodnight. Oh well. Mariannas been learning drums and her concert is tomorrow and I am going to scream for even when she is preforming. lol. Anyway but yeah other then that nothin happened. But I think that is alot because I have been typing for a while. Oh yeah and if you like then new CD of AFI then you are a chicken. And stupid. "SIVLER AND COLD!"[really high squeeky voice]. Anyway umm yeah...and yeah my friend who I am going to remain nameless...I feel really bad for him because yeah he feels like he is the uglyest person that ever lived. And he is really a nice guy. And he keeps on trying to killhimsel. And if he dies...I don't know what I would do. Taylor would kill himself then I would kill myself then Marianna would kill herself...then we don't know who is emotionaly atached to Marianna so it stops there. But yeah if he dies then eventuly the whole school distrike will be dead. But yeah he won't because I said that he can't. So yeah everything IS GOING TO BE FINE! But yeah I have done my part. And if you are reading this the person that I was talking about...Then you are awesome! Don't think anything less of yourself. You are a really good friend. And I love you. [as a friend but that is good]. Ok well yeah I have updated it. Later		  
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everything   
03:57pm 20/05/2004
  Nothing really has been going on. Taylor gave me this really nice note and this really nice poem. He is so sweet. And yeah then there was my sisters birthday. And yeah then we saw Jojo and Denise at church. And then I told the pastor that he was gaining weight. I still feel bad. And then at church...I wore a shirt that says "Im with the band" and then everyone was like "So your with the band?" and I am like "NOOOOOO", so I put an -x on it and then I put on it "I LIED!", and then everyone stoped saying that. I had this hole in my butt and then Marianna patched it with some checker cloth and then everyone was like " I like you underpants" and I was like " It is a patch and if I had underpants like the patch then I wouldn't need...a patch. They were really getting on my nerves. I think that Jojo and Denise like Marianna because they were both wantin to sit by her and were looking at her alot. Most likey her...she would get mad. And then I am babysitting Austin {my anoyying nefew} and he is being...anoyying. My house is getting redone...yeah. And yeah my sister cut my hair and it is flicked now. Oh well like I care...I mean it is only MY HAIR! I am perfectly fine with it. {grumbleing!} Anyway umm yeah I might be going to astro world this weekend...maybe. Oh well. Alot of other things happpned but yeah I either forgot...or forgot. I think that that can narow that done. Well umm yeah I am really bored all the time...because I am homeschooled. So umm yeah IM me markersniffer91, tohot2touch009, both really. And if you want to e-mail me umm it is the same thing except @yahoo.com at the end. Later gaters...  
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Fair   
10:17pm 11/05/2004
 

I went to the River Fest. It was fun. I went with Marianna,Kolby,and Taylor. Taylor is more then a friend. Taylor did this awesome karate thing. Then we went walking. Then I found a...a...fountain of...CHOCOLATE. I spent 10 minites just staring and smelling it. Then I finially bought a strawberry and bananna bob. I ended up with chocolate all over my face. Then we went walking and I passed my arch enemy...Krystal Post. She Has a crush on Taylor and hates me. Me and Moe wanted to fight her. But she was still friends with Taylor at the time and we were out numbered so we left her alone. Then we rode rides and then we left. The best part was the chocolate. And something else...you figure it out.

  
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Nothing Really   
01:45pm 11/05/2004
 
mood: bored
music: blindside pitiful
I woke up...went to sleep...woke up again...took a bath...blow dried my hair...straightened my hair...practiced my guitar...got on the computer...I am sure that more interesting things are going to happen but I will just put this. I have blisters on my fingers from playing so much. My brother taught me a song and then I figured out a song and then Taylor taught me a song. I know three songs. My house is getting redone...My room is going to be nifty. Red and White are the colors. Pretty colors. Hmm, Ok well I am going to go somewhere and then most likey go to Moe's after word. Turn on the news. It is horrible.		  
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